After 6months of wait list, Megan finally going to school daily from 2-5pm @ Schoolhouse By The Bay. Today was her 1st day of school and i was with her for the 1st 45min and she seem okay and when i told her i am leaving to get something, she kissed me on my lips, acknowledge that i am leaving and pick her up later. Mum wanted to stay but i told her to go back as we will be more uneasy later if she cries. But both of us were really worried and decided to head back to the school 45mins later. Guess what... She has been crying for a while already and the teacher signal me not to come into the gym. She advise me to bring her back early as she has been crying for too long and not very good for her 1st day. So i waited for her outside her classroom as per instructed and the teacher asked her to carry her back as mummy picking her up. When the door opens, she cried even louder when seeing me. But good thing is she did waved and say goodbye to the teacher even though she was crying badly. I feel so heartache seeing her cry like that... as she never cry like that before. Hope tomorrow she will be more use to it and will improve day by day...
After i brought her back, i brought her down for a swim at the pool as i promised her i will do so after class. She has been pretty excited with the arm float recently as now she can swim by herself without us being worry about her safety. With the arm float and body jacket.. she can swim around like a pro... hehehe!!
Life is so unpredictable. Dun always turn up smooth as you want them to be. Living in this plastic world full of plastic people, thats also one of the factor is hard to find someone really trustworthy and sincere. Come to a conculsion, as long as i make myself happy, that is more important. Just take each day as it comes and make myself useful and enjoy everyday to the fullest. When one try to make me unhappy, i should be more happy, as they try so hard but i am not affected at all.. Whats goes around comes around, if you dont sees it now dosen mean it wont come. Is the matter of time!
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